2009年7月30日 星期四

无题~

人,
总在是非对错中度过,
谁错谁对,
谁在挑拨离间,
谁惹人厌,
谁被诬赖,
其实都不重要,
我们总问自己什么才是重要的,
却怎么也得不到一个明确的答案,
是谁遗忘了朋友之间最需要的是信任,
是谁遗忘了朋友之间最重要的是体谅,
究竟是谁遗忘了朋友的定义,
假设有一天,
你被所有人唾弃了,
你是在埋怨对方呢,
还是去反省为何事情会走到这个地步,
只可惜,
你选择了第一条路,
你不曾发现其实问题出在你身上,
难道你认为我们的存在是为了迎合你吗,
难道你认为这世界都在为你打转吗,
难道你认为我们有义务去迁就你,
难道你又认为我们势必容忍你吗,
那你错了,
我想说的是,
至少我不会那么做,
我的存在是为了我自己,
我并不认为世界只属于你一个人,
所以别在以为你说的话我就得听,
还有我并没有义务去迁就你,
我就是我,
而你对我而言只是很普通的朋友,
我不懂得迁就,
所以请别奢望我会那么做,
我也不懂得容忍,
但我已经在容忍你了,
这是我最后的底线,
我不喜欢容忍,
但我更不喜欢为了一个不值得的人,
让我自己不开心,
很庆幸的是,
你就是那个不值得的人!!
或许,
曾经,
我们可以无话不谈,
也许,
可能,
我们是很好谈的朋友,
可惜,
抱歉,
你的性格不是我能接受的,
原因,
为何,
你自作自受,
别再一直挑拨离间了,
这样做你能得到什么利益吗,
并没有,
但你还选择了如此,
你需要关心,
你需要陪伴,
这些我都知道,
但你用错方式了,
没有任何一个人是属于你的,
别再一直埋怨,
别再说谁比较关心谁,
别再说谁少关心你,
更别再说你被抛离了,
还有,
别再把白的说成黑,
别再颠倒是非,
别再无中生有,
更别再扮可怜,
那样的你真的很惹人厌!!
曾经觉得你是个不错的朋友,
但日子渐渐的过,
就慢慢发现你是个很有心机的人,
你是个只为自己打算的人,
这是朋友应该做的吗,
我想你活了那么久,
却还没完全搞懂什么是朋友吧,
但这并不是重点,
重点是,
我真的觉得,
你是个很有心机的人,
只为自己想,
难道其他人就不是人吗,
如果这就是你的人生,
那我想说,
太悲哀了吧~
我可以是个很好相处的人,
我可以是很随和的人,
我可以笑着面对其他人,
但并不代表我没有脾气,
我是个很暴躁的人,
我是个很容易生气的人,
你的能耐的确不简单,
我发觉你真的惹毛我了,
甚至我不想你出现在我眼前,
我的确拿你没辙,
因为你就是你,
我并没有兴趣去改变你,
或许诸如此类的事,
我只想说,
你,
只是我一个,
比普通还有更普通的朋友,
所以,
请不要再在别人面前埋怨什么,
更不要再无中生有,
我真的顶不顺你那么虚伪的人了!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
寂寞,
每个人都有寂寞的时候,
但寂寞并不可怕,
可怕的是,
竟然遗忘了什么是寂寞,
竟然习惯了寂寞,
人生,
生活,
真的很离奇,
没有人能预测下一秒钟会发生什么事,
我们该对每一件事都抱有希望吗,
还是对一切都保持着憧憬,
我也不晓得,
我只知道这一刻,
我觉得我是幸福的,
即时没有爱情,
亲情,
友情,
对我来说已经占据了我生活的一大部分,
亲情,
我很庆幸出生在这个家庭,
有欢乐,
有争吵,
但欢乐始终能超越争吵,
所以我是幸福的,
友情,
我很庆幸能认识现在的朋友,
虽然有时候我们的性格,
或是会有冲突,
但能有你们,
我真的觉得很幸福,
亲情,
友情,
因为他们,
我不觉得自己是一个人,
我不寂寞,
我很幸福,
是真的!!
为什么会突然说那么多呢,
没特别原因,
只是突然很想说说自己心里所想的,
这样我会觉得轻松多了,
有时候我尝试压抑自己,
我不想再让任何人看见落泪的自己,
我不想再让任何人看见生气地自己,
我在学习,
我在改变,
因为,
我想我的生活只有笑声和欢乐,
我不想听见哭泣声或争吵声,
我希望我身边的人,
都是幸福的,
好吗?
最后,
我想说,
我真的好爱好爱我的家人,
我真的好爱好爱我的朋友,
因为你们,
我相信,
幸福一直都在~

2009年7月24日 星期五

m00dy day><






after crying feel m0re c0mf0rtable,
is a m00dy day f0r me,
i feel that i sh0uld shut up my m0uth,
keep silence,
i hate my lifestyle..

g0 wangsa maju jusc0 with c0llege fren,
t0 eat KFC,
but i'm c0ugh,
s0 anti KFC,
reali thanks jas0n n h0n kit buy McD p0rridge f0r me,
feel t0uch~

why i juz will advise ppl n0t t0 thk ab0ut d pass,
but my 0wnself cant reali did it,
tis is my weakness,
i mus try t0 s0lve it~

jas0n,
h0n kit,
thanks y0u veli much,
mmuacksS~

m0nday psych0l0gy mid term,
and is huey san birthday,
wish all will pass sm00thly,
i will learn t0 be t0ugh,
i will learn t0 be 0ptimistic,
i will learn t0 be silence><
tirred,
c0ugh and seems lk getting flu,
0mg,
H1N1?
n0,
i thk juz n0rmal sick lar,
h0pe it'll rec0ver a.s.a.p!!!

lastly,
just wan t0 thank jas0n again,
y0u're really a g00d guy,
bf0re d thg is she dun0 appreciate,
y0u are d best f0r me,
hehe,
i l0ve y0u my buddy^^







2009年7月23日 星期四

tears

tears keep 0n dr0p d0wn,
what happen t0 me,
wh0 can help me,
feel suffer wen facing all 0f them,
i wan cry,
i wan sh0ut,
but i try t0 pretend,
since when i bc0me lk tat,
why d m0re i try,
d m0re i feel suffer,
i th0ught i can f0rget abt it,
bt why i cant,
n0b0dy can understand wat's in my mind,
i try t0 smile,
i try t0 laugh,
just h0pe tat i can f0rget all th0se thg,
i n0e is hard f0r me,
i n0e is my fault,
i cant blame any0ne,
but suddenly i feel tat i'm l0nely,
i th0ught i'm t0ugh en0ugh,
is wr0ng,
i sh0uld fade away,
i wan be is0later!!!

TEaRS is wat,
L0NELY is wat,
HaPpY is wat,
f0r me,
end my life is best~

i wan fade away,
i wan b silent,
i wan cry~

2009年7月21日 星期二

^^..is a mem0rable birthday f0r me~

dun0 wat sh0uld say lar,
just wan t0 thanks them f0r giving me a special birthday n special gift,
i l0ve it s0 muchie,
tis is d happiest birthday f0r me,
l0ve y0u all s0 much~

jas0n,kreuze,chl0e,h0n kit,tan,keith,nathan,cindy~
my c0llege buddy,
feel hapi t0 kn0w all 0f y0u~

jas0n,
i wil rmb wat y0u say,
i v0n b m00dy anym0re bc0z 0f t0s useless guy,
hehe,
mmuacks~
chl0e,
i n0e i 0ld edi larh,
i v0n b childish j0r,
kaka,
love y0u my dear,
XD~
keith,
thanks f0r y0ur greet,
d0nt say s0rry t0 me,
is 0k,
imp0rtant is y0ur heart,
y0ur pei pei dear v0n angry y0u d,
keke^~^..
kreuze,
i'm hapi juz n0w,
n dun say s0rry 0s0,
y0u all n0t "gu0 fen"larh,
but if y0u thk lk tat,
i will f0rgive y0u 1,
wen y0ur birthday,
make it m0re"gu0 fen"tan tis tm larh,
wakakka@,@~
Tan,
y0u have a new name j0r,
is funny,
tis tm y0u cant eat cake,
nvm,
but wen y0u're 21,
must eat many l0r~

h0n kit,
thanks f0r being a ph0t0 capture man t0day,
help us tak s0 many pic,
n thanks f0r d strepsils instead of seeing me c0ugh,
hehe,
y0u are a g00d guy,
try y0ur best t0 tackle d gal y0u like,
sure will success d,
g00d luck^*^..
j0hn,
thanks f0r d birthday greet,
s0rry f0r sc0lding y0u yesterday c0z 0f d psych0l0gy presentati0n date,
i n0e is n0t y0ur fault,
but my EQ is l0w,
haha
>@<..

金水,
谢谢你在12点时打给我,
谢谢你的生日祝福~

janice,
thx f0r the birthday wish,
alth0ugh we didn't meet n c0ntact each 0ther frequently,
but i feel happy t0 kn0w y0u in my secondary sch00l life,
l0ve y0u and miss y0u~
nin,
thanks f0r y0ur greet,
s0rry arh,
wen y0u birthday i din greet and wish y0u,
f0rgive me w0r..>.0
huey san,
y0u are a kawaii gal,
n thanks f0r y0ur birthday greet,
stay cute^@^
nic0le,
thanks f0r y0ur email w0r,
l0ng tm din see y0u edi,
miss y0u^^
ev0n w0ng,
thanks f0r y0ur msg,
but i change my ph0ne number j0r a,
y0u f0rget j0r a,
dun send t0 tat number 0ledi w0r,
n0t me using edi a,
keke,
but the main p0int is,
can knew y0u in sec0ndary sch00l life is hapi,
thanks f0r helping me s0 much bf0re,
miss y0u all the time^~<
apes,
thanks f0r y0ur early birthday wish,
dun say s0rry t0 me anym0re,
and y0u didn't 0we me anything,
just let all t0s mem0ry fade 0ver the time~
i cant reali rmb still have wh0 larh,
d imp0rtant is,
thanks all 0f y0u!!!
i l0ve all 0f y0u,
mmuacks^*^~

2009年7月7日 星期二



6 julai,
HE presentati0n is 0ver,
n0t satisfy 0n it,
is a n0rmal day f0r me~

7julai,
still a n0rmal f0r me,
chl0e ask did i feel l0nely f0r being single,
i think it s0 seri0usly,
and my answer is NO,
single is perfect life f0r me,
haha~

HATE THE SUN,
my skin bc0me darker,
my face bc0me w0rst,
suck~

starting t0 diet,
keep 0n drinking t0day,
is a g00d beginning f0r me~

2009年7月4日 星期六

我又犯老毛病了,
总是乱发脾气,
我不知怎么了,
或许我该消失~

对不起,
我知道那天我对很多人都发了小姐脾气,
我在尝试着改掉我的坏习惯,
我想我可以的~

拜一的presentati0n,
让我有点害怕,
没为什么,
就单纯的害怕,
哈哈,
我知道可以的,
加油!!!

谢谢jas0n对我说的话,
谢谢你说只要不开心就能找你和kreuze,
很久没有感到那么窝心了,
虽然认识不久,
但我觉得有你们真的很好,
我知道过去应该让它过去,
我已经遗忘了过去,
我只想开心的过每天,
我一定能做到~

d0nt try s0 hard,
the best thing c0mes when y0u least expect them t0~

m0m,
i l0ve y0u~

2009年7月1日 星期三

hapi but 0s0 m00dy~

wake up early t0day,
g0 f0r c0llege just t0 attend 2 h0ur class,
11-12pm,
afterthat break f0r 4 h0ur bef0re the next class,
s0 shit,
d0nt kn0w why,
i feel like i cant c0mmunicate 0r be cl0se friend with any girl,
0ur thinking n0t same,
0ur pass n0t same,
0ur family backgr0und n0t same,
is t0tally different,
i feel suffer t0 hang up with girl,
like will keep 0n arguing 0r what,
s0 i m0re prefer t0 hang up with b0y,
i feel m0re c0mf0rtable,
i can be my 0wnself,
i can say what i want,
i n0 need t0 pretend,
i n0 need t0 scare that what i say isit will make them feel ann0ying,
s0metimes i hate c0llege life!!!

thanks kreuze f0r fetching me and my cute eldest sister back t0day,
g0 eat steamb0t wif them f0r my dinner,
haha,
c0z jas0n l0r,
suddenly say want eat 0rh,
s0 we just straight away say t0day l0r,
i feel hapi t0day,
hang up with jas0n and kreuze,
they are s0 funny,
make me keep 0n laughing,
with them i feel s0 warm,
alth0ugh they n0t really understand me well,
but at least i v0n feel unc0mf0rtable,
thanks~

aiz,
just back h0me then hear m0m and dad arguing,
why,
why keep 0n argue bec0z 0f that pers0n,
why m0m u cant think f0r dad,
why y0u can't think that if y0u were in dad sh0es,
and put y0urself in dad's p0siti0n,
what's the resp0nse 0f y0u?
why,
why y0u want pr0tect him,
we didn't 0we him anything,
we are relative,
but this n0t means that he can s0 irresp0nsible,
but why can't y0u understand dad?
he w0rk s0 hard just t0 earn m0ney f0r us,
f0r us t0 study,
t0 pr0vide us a g00d environment t0 live,
just t0 give the best things he can give t0 us,
i feel s0 t0uch and welfare that he is my daddy,
he is a g00d and resp0nsible dad,
i l0ve him s0 much,
but why can't y0u feel it~

pers0nality,
he is y0ur br0ther,
but at 0ther side,
he is w0rker which employee by dad,
dad just c0me back fr0m kelantan,
drive 6 h0ur t0 c0me back a,
is s0 tired,
but just reach h0me n0t m0re than 1 h0ur then need g0 f0r w0rk again,
why,
just because y0ur br0ther,
din g0 f0r work s0 dad need g0 by his 0wn,
dad just querim0ny a few w0rd,
then y0u sc0ld him and say th0se rubbish things,
why,
i hate it!!!!!

my m00d suddenly dr0p d0wn,
if can ch00se,
i will ch00se t0 g0 back the time when i'm n0t live at here,
rich 0r n0t is n0t the main p0int f0r me,
i wan a warm and l0vely family,
but n0t a family that keep 0n arguing!!!

我想躲在角落哭泣,
我想放声的哭,
只可惜我好像没有泪水了,
我不需要富裕的家庭,
我不需要什么物质上的享受,
我真的可以什么都不要,
我只想回到过去那个没有太多争吵的时候,
我想要的不多,
就只是个温暖的家,
难道我的要求太过分了吗,
我要的不是短暂的温暖,
我希望一直都那么温暖,
我知道偶尔一点争吵是避免不了的,
但最近争吵越来越频繁了,
为什么,
难道这就是生活,
难道这就是生态,
我不要!!!!

爸,
我知道你凡事都会为我们着想,
我知道你有的不多,
却只想把最好的都给我们,
我知道我曾经让你很失望,
让你气的说不要我这个女儿了,
我知道当时的你一定很心痛,
我知道过去的我做了太多让你失望的事,
但爸,
相信我,
我一定会乖,
一定会把书读好,
因为这是我唯一能做的,
谢谢你~

妈,
我不是不乖,
也不是学坏,
我知道你不放心我,
我知道因为以前的事让你对我失去了信心,
我知道你不想我和男子靠的太近,
但妈,
他们只是我的朋友,
我和他们没什么,
而且我会想了,
我不再是以前那个我,
我做什么之前都会顾虑到后果,
我知道以前的我让你心碎了很多次,
但妈,
现在的我会照顾自己了,
相信我好吗,
我在学习着独立~

爸,
妈,
别吵架了好吗,
我不喜欢,
我要开开心心的家庭,
我爱你们~

2009年6月27日 星期六

s0 c0mplicateD!!!i l0ve my family s0 much^^

Finally i finish my HE assignment,
aiz,
feel m00dy a~

T0day g0 ts,
but i feel wanna cry,
dun0 bc0z 0f wat,
juz suddenly tears wanna dr0p 0ut,
wat happen t0 me,
i feel s0 tired 0n evrything,
arh!!!!!!!!!
din buy even 1 thing,
maybe we are n0t same,
what i want,
started 0ut 0f my c0ntr0l,
i feel like want t0 sh0ut 0ut,
help me plz,
tears d0nt drop d0wn,
my w0rld sh0uldn't have any tears m0re,
pei,
be t0ugh~

M00dy,
why i feel s0 unc0mf0rt t0day,
n0 reas0n,
just because suddenly i feel t0 shut up my m0uth,
i feel t0 bec0me stranger,
i feel t0 be al0ne,
my m00d may change s0 quickly,
me is like that..

I feel easy t0 angry t0day,
why?
i dun understand,
isit any abn0rmal thing happen t0 me,
i dun think so,
maybe is juz bc0z suddenly i feel tat i cnt suit everything tat ar0und me,
leave me al0ne~

CHERRY,
miss u arh,
wan g0 sh0pping and yamcha with y0u a,
y0u're d 0ne who can really understand what i want,
when y0u call me,
i really feel t0uch,
still remind me t0 takcare 0f my b0dy,
bc0z 0f H1N1,
d0nt w0rry,
i will takecare myself,
y0u t00,
l0ve y0u my bestie,
mmuacksS~
cherry,
i agree what y0u say t0 me,
he is really a bitch,
i will supp0rt y0u f0rever!!!!

p.s: bull shit guy please leave the w0rld
d0nt pollute the envir0nment!!!!!!

我在笑,
因为我想掩饰一切,
我的心在哭,
因为我开始遗忘了我是谁,
我开始遗忘了自己要的是什么,
我迷失了~

就算我家庭不是很富裕,
但至少是很温暖的,
至少是快乐的,
我很爱我的家庭,
因为我有很爱我的爸爸和妈妈,
我也有很疼我的哥哥,
还有我很疼的妹妹,
很可爱的狗狗,
我觉得现在的我很幸福,
是真的!!!

2009年6月20日 星期六

aiz~

suddenly,
i realize s0mething,
i m0re like t0 hang up with my sec0ndary friend,
with0ut any reas0n,
just the feel when hang up with c0llege friend is abit unc0mf0rtable f0r me,
i d0nt understand why i'll feel s0,
maybe because of,
we are fr0m different place,
we are gr0w up in different envir0nment,
we are t0tally different,
c0llege life suddenly s0 ann0ying f0r me,
i feel like i cant crasis with them,
is suffer f0r me,
sh0uld i change my lifestyle?

是我不懂得容忍,
或是我不懂得与人相处的方式,
我没有义务那么做,
却不得不照做,
究竟是什么程序出了问题,
到底我想表达些什么,
连我都搞不清楚了..

我可以很好相处,
相反的,
我可以不屑一切,
人对我好,
我对人好,
就只是那么简单的循环方式,
但我对你好,
不代表你可以欺人太甚,
不代表你可以爬到我头上来,
我不吭一声,
不是我脾气好,
而是对我来说,
你根本连废物都不如..

还在为assignment而忙碌,
我快喘不过气了,
为什么连一个能和我分担的人都没有,
我知道不该埋怨,
我知道只能承受,
但为什么要是我,
我开始厌倦这一切..

next week need g0 buy f0r formal shirt,
aiz,
need waste $$ again..

i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009年6月13日 星期六

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!

c0llege life start driving me crazy,
everyday assignment,
i g0tta bang my head,
wh0 can rescue me,
i cant uph0ld it anym0re,
c0unselling,
Hubungan Etnik,
Information Technology,
why s0 many things need t0 d0,
luckily my c0llege life is quite interesting,
friend is really imp0rtant element f0r me,
with0ut friend,
i cant even sustain th0se stress and tiredness until n0w,
n0w i'm in sleepy situati0n,
i feel t0 cl0se my eye and just lay 0n bed,
but insomnia is rushing 0n me this few day,
what happen t0 me,
damn~

why this w0rld have guy that s0 bitch,
hurt me deeply bef0re,
and n0w when hurt by 0ther girl c0me and c0mplain 0n me,
querim0ny 0n me,
what the hell,
i'm n0t c0ld bl00ded pers0n,
i have feeling as well,
please d0nt interupt my life anym0re,
i hate him,
s0 just leave me as far as y0u can,
i want 0ver start my life,
and f0rget all th0se f0retime that have him,
because 0f that guy,
i already l0st many things!!!

PLEASE DISSAPEAR FROM MY LIFE FROM NOW ONWARDS!!!!!!

YOU'RE NOT WELCOME TO GET INTO MY LIFE ANYMORE,
EVENTHOUGH JUST A SECOND,

NO,

GET OUT OF MY WORLD~~~~~~

C0unselling isit suitable f0r me,
but i kn0w n0 matter h0w hard is it,
i must sustain it,
because this is my 0wn future and als0 my 0wn ch0ice~

2009年6月8日 星期一

c0llege life~

sl0wly c0mf0rt 0n c0llege life,
d0n't kn0w what t0 say,
rushing f0r c0unselling and Hubungan Etnik assignment,
g0tta bang my head 0n the wall l0r,
but is quite happy when in c0llege,
friends is imp0rtant f0r me~

having lunch at TBR with alm0st 10 pe0ple,
is quite enj0yable f0r me,
thanks f0r nathan carsberg,
haha,
drink beer at aftern00n is quite weird,
h0pe we can c0ntinue hang on t0gether like usual,
college friend is really g00d~

慢慢适应学院的生活了,
和我同科系的人都蛮热情的,
是不错的朋友,
希望尽快赶完我的assignment,
不想再拖下去了,
我很喜欢现在的朋友~

2009年6月5日 星期五

c0llege life is quite j0yful f0r me n0w~

t0day c0unseling class start at 10:30am,
actually i'm quite c0nfused that did i really suitable t0 study this c0urse,
be a c0unsell0r 0r pshyc0l0gist need t0 kn0w well that what's my strengths and weaknesses,
but i d0nt really kn0w that what's my strengths,
finish my class at 12pm,
afterthat need t0 rush to an0ther l0cation to attend for IT class,
0mg,
the class is 2h0ur lecture class,
such a b0ring class,
i felt asleep,
luckily 2h0ur is passing s0 fast,
b0ring time is reach,
break f0r 3 h0ur while waiting f0r next class t0 start,
at the very start i d0n't kn0w h0w sh0uld i spend that 3 h0ur,
but finally i hang up with my c0llege friend,
they is s0 funny and friendly,
actually t0day is the first time i chat with them,
haha,
they are nice guy,
afterthat when t0 canteen with them,
but m0st of them d0n't really prefer t0 having lunch at there,
lastly we decide t0 g0 genting klang,
but 6 pers0n is n0t en0ugh place t0 stuck in a car,
s0 we take bus t0 g0 there,
all the pr0cess just let it be,
the imp0rtant is,
thanks guy t0 let me hang up with y0u since i'm just the 0nly girl am0ng them,
haha,
is a g00d and enj0yable day f0r me~

c0llege friend is s0 funny,
i think i will started t0 c0mf0rt myself with c0llege life~

Jas0n,krueze,h0n kit,"itchy",and tan,
y0u all are really nice and funny guy,
nice t0 meet y0u all^^

2009年6月3日 星期三

feeling 0n this m0ment..

t0day went 0ut with my jimui--yann,cherry,ev0n
actually i'm in tired c0nditi0n,
at first i reject their date with the reas0n thats i'm s0 tired,
but lastly i decided t0 hang up with them,
maybe this is the lifestyle that i feel enj0yable,
hang up with my jimui and chit chatting,
is a g00d way to release all the stress thats i facing,
alth0ugh is tired but i satisfy 0n it~
c0llege life is s0 embarrased f0r me,
stay in a strange place,
face those strange pe0ple and als0 the strange environment,
i still cant c0mf0rt myself on it,
i prefer sec0ndary sch00l life rather than c0llge life,
is so satirize,
maybe sh0uld said that,
sec0ndary sch00l life 0r c0llege life is actually the same,
SUFFER,
the main p0int is,
as l0ng as b0th 0f it related with study,
then is SUFFER f0r me,
i'm n0t a girl that like t0 study,
i'm n0t a clever 0r intelligent person,
actually i'm just a pers0n with0ut idea..
c0llege life is quite l0nely f0r me,
n0t s0,
s0metimes i feel that is this a right decisi0n f0r me,
0r i'm n0t suitable t0 inv0lved myself in this c0urse,
c0unselling,
what's that,
maybe m0st 0f the pe0ple will think that c0unsell0r is just need t0 sit there,
0pen the m0uth and having conversati0n or evaluati0n with the client,
this is my first impressi0n 0n c0unsell0r,
but when i started c0me int0 c0ntact with it,
is n0t that simple that i thaught bef0re,
is a very c0mplicated c0urse,
just like human behavi0ur is very c0mplex,
haiz,
h0pe that i can affr0nt all the difficult t0ughly and easily~
cherry is g0ing f0r ns next two weeks later,
3 m0nth she need t0 stay at sarawak,
h0pe things will c0me s0ftly and all right,
in my heart,
she is a very t0ugh and independent girl,
i w0uld like t0 wish her all the best~